Stage 1 I waited For a smile A laugh For you to reveal A cruel joke I would of Laughed And forgiven Kissed your cheek A playful slap But you continued And I choked and Never said a word Stage 2 I blamed myself My pride Was my downfall If I gave in maybe You would of stayed I was idiotic And clingy If I could only change maybe You would come back But you didn’t You wouldn’t And I Never said a word Stage 3 I was disappointed In myself For letting you Break me I should have never stayed Through the yelling The tears The constant manipulation I was idiotic And naive Why would I Let myself Never say a word Stage 4 I was angry That anyone Could do the things That you did to me Rage bubbled And scrapped At all things I Believed and was good In me And I wanted to Scream and say Everything but I Never said a word Stage 5 I mourned Everything you took My willingness To fall Without looking My trust That someone Could love me With my broken pieces But here I am Missing myself And I still Never said a word Stage 6 I forgave Myself Not him But maybe Someday I will And now I guess It’s time To learn Love again But still I’ll Never say a word