I used to sleep in the dreadful bare silence I used to learn my words before I spoke them I used to study your eyes like the map of your world so i could melt into your world like butter You used to tell me it would be okay in the morning and I would change my mind You used to wait for me to kick and scream into the void until my fire put out and I sighed A sigh of relief, i sighed because you were there brushing my hair, and twirling my feet until my life was complete