I used to find pain Behind every withered memory Hiding under every word Creeping alongside my laughter But I have been opened And the pain that lingered inside Has taken flight like a startled crow A black shadow against the black night I appear to have been opened And sweet things are trickling in Where the pain used to be They fill my soul Not make it deeper They touch my wounds But do not hurt them These sweet things that taste of honey Smell of spring And look like life Repair my withered memories Enhance my every word And laugh alongside me I don't know what the sweet things are But they grow on me And do not consume me Now I have forgotten the pain I remember what the sweet things are They aren't love, they aren't happiness They are little pieces of **velvet stars