Locked eyes
but only for a second
then dart away
like a forbidden secret

You’ve had a crush on me for a while
I was tempted
I indulged off my no boys diet
but only for a night
You were the pounds I couldn’t keep off
no matter how hard I tried

I knew I didn’t really want to lose you
rather embrace the weight

You are my friend now
but friends don’t call you in the middle of the night
having intricate dreams about another
or think of another right in the morning
fisrt thing on my mind

friends don’t look at each other they way they do with their boy or girl
friends can stop thinking about you

so I guess we aren’t friends

or at least, I’m not