relapse is imps who
never cease to ****
at your body with
hateful pitchforks
and recovery is hard but you
can do it but no
you really can't
but you absolutely
need to
don't you
but why do you
need such a push
maybe you don't need to
and i'm sorry if i'm
foolish and
i'm sorry if i'm
insufferable and
impotent and
many words with im and in
but clouds have covered me
veils have captured me
a puddle i've stepped in before
my perception was muddled like
that little puddle and
now i see much more