thoughts in my head are telling me so many things i don't want to listen to them no more but they seem to always find their way back home . I try to run from them but no use they know where i'll be I try to walk away from them but yet again they know will ill be i sit and think think think why do i feel like this being crazy is hard i feel like crying i want to feel happy again but all i feel is sadness and loneliness i think of cutting its my only way out but that little voice in my head said no no no no no no so back to my thoughts against now time for sleep maybe i'll be better the next day