You said

I love you

Laughing so amused
It was a little baby accident
You followed it up with
I love it
After I stopped you, my mouth ajar
In a silly little girl way
We gush noises like children
I feel powerful when you point your camera
And I don't just orchestrate
I bring in the sound, the noise, the color.

You are brilliant and special
Giving yourself away into me
I was supposed to not let you do that anymore
But I didn't feel like ruining the moment.

Other men swim around me
I practice nonmonogamy
Like one would a harp.

I was thinking for a moment there that I didn't love myself
All that much
But today I spent some time with me
I spend some time with me right now
And I so do.