what? nothing. i have nothing to say. for the lack of plea and expression, anyway, I wrote you a list of quiets: - turning of a cab into my lane at 10:30 - stirring sugar in tea - closing the door behind you - last word in a letter - squeezing toothpaste onto a wet toothbrush - millisecond to realize something's funny - a song from the neighbor's window - the longest argument - drinking cold water - searching for the towel - kissing against a wall - moment of not-over-this at the kitchen sink, washing dishes and spoons - walking over to a friend - switching on the string lights - anxiety outside a restaurant - warm feet on cold floor first thing in the morning - i think, i really think we can make the sweetest life.