I saw myself in a fire up close, raw, unedited I did not personally enjoy seeing it deadened eyes they seemed so **** empty hollow cheeks pale in comparison to when I was a child a frown so deep it could probably cut ice brows creased with a fury at what I know not the entirety of all I used to be emptied who is that I am looking at echoing in the flickering flames
Came to mind when I booted Lily's kindle fire and saw my face in the darkness. I do not much like it up close. I rarely take the time to look at myself so when I do I am shocked.