i am a sewing project: fine little scars make lace of my arms. patches of different patterns occupy my mind; they're awfully frayed but unique. they're mine. i'm pushed and pulled through some speedy machine work, sleep, repeat every puncture of the needle at the speed of light i am a constant, ever-changing patchwork, some handiwork of a tired old woman somewhere awfully far away. i think of her when I canβt fall asleep. I wonder if she thinks of me too. i am a tapestry. i cover walls, i do not build them, yet oftentimes i so wish i could. or had the strength to, at least--but i am mere fabric i am a sewing project.