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Nov 2018
Don't you think I feel exactly the same?! It kills me not knowing where you are & who you're with.. I don't even know your friends!! Atleast when I say who I'm with, you'll know their faces! You'll know who they are. I cannot say the same..& that freaks me da **** out!
Don't you think I want to wake up next to you every morning? I DO! I wanna grow old with U!?
But I don't know if you feel the same way I do? I don't get any reassurance from you? You make me feel like I am not missing from your life? That I carry no value whatsoever! U make it look so easy to walk away & say goodbye without a word, nor effort trying to keep me?
I feel like neither my presence nor my absence makes any difference to You?
You're saying goodbye. Again?!
In less than a week I had to hear it twice from You! Can u imagine what that feels like?
I don't ask 4 much. Just your respect, kindness, loyalty, trust & communication. &  YOUR LOVE! Is that unreasonable?
Is it unreasonable asking You to try harder when your head ***** out & you refuse to see what you're doing to us?
It frustrates me to the extend of aggression & violence! & I'm not like that! I flippen hate that! &
I'm so sorry for not being able to control my emotions :'(
Please forgive me?
I respect your wishes...
I have no other choice!
Besides, its not like you're gonna make any effort fighting for me anyway..
I so badly wish you would.
I'll always love you
I feel your emptiness!
Why am I not worthy of your love?
:'(
Take care :(
Have an okay day..
Mine is gonna **** seeing i woke up with yet another goodbye..
With all my heart.
I love you!
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Vilene Joubert
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