Don't you think I feel exactly the same?! It kills me not knowing where you are & who you're with.. I don't even know your friends!! Atleast when I say who I'm with, you'll know their faces! You'll know who they are. I cannot say the same..& that freaks me da **** out! Don't you think I want to wake up next to you every morning? I DO! I wanna grow old with U!? But I don't know if you feel the same way I do? I don't get any reassurance from you? You make me feel like I am not missing from your life? That I carry no value whatsoever! U make it look so easy to walk away & say goodbye without a word, nor effort trying to keep me? I feel like neither my presence nor my absence makes any difference to You? You're saying goodbye. Again?! In less than a week I had to hear it twice from You! Can u imagine what that feels like? I don't ask 4 much. Just your respect, kindness, loyalty, trust & communication. & YOUR LOVE! Is that unreasonable? Is it unreasonable asking You to try harder when your head ***** out & you refuse to see what you're doing to us? It frustrates me to the extend of aggression & violence! & I'm not like that! I flippen hate that! & I'm so sorry for not being able to control my emotions :'( Please forgive me? I respect your wishes... I have no other choice! Besides, its not like you're gonna make any effort fighting for me anyway.. I so badly wish you would. I'll always love you I feel your emptiness! Why am I not worthy of your love? :'( Take care :( Have an okay day.. Mine is gonna **** seeing i woke up with yet another goodbye.. With all my heart. I love you! **