Bustling confusion,
Nervous trembling,
What now? What next?
Being put to the test.

Unsettled, unsure,
Feels just like before.
But is it?
Or can it change?

New, Fresh, Hopeful.
But ready? I don't know.
Forward or back?
I know the answer but can it be?

It seems, once again, it's all up to me.