I close my eyes and breathe.
She was innocent.
She look at me with love.

I close my eyes and breathe.
I became lustful.
I came after her and she let me.

I open my eyes and hold my breath.
She stopped calling.
She ignored me.

Still holding my breath.






She left.






I open my eyes and breathe.
It has taken 19 months,
But I can finally breathe again.


But it still hurts.