I peer over the top of my book. trying not to let her see me watching her. She sits on the bench everyday with a small bag of seed for the birds. Her hands are gnarled with age.A trophy of years of labor and caregiving. It's a chore now to open the bag with fingers that used to be nimble. Time has deformed them. I am fascinated by her ability to adjust to the changes in her body. Afraid that I won't be able to grow old as gracefully as she has. I admire her tenacity as she shells a peanut for the squirrels. I see her as beautiful, and hope that I can learn from her the beauty that age can bring.