She could've gotten angry
And made me feel like a guilty child
But I realized that never was her style
I wanted her to hurt me
And not treat me like a friend
I wanted her to say there'd be someday
I'd come crawling on my knees to ask her back again
But she acted like a lady 'til the end
Oh, what a lady.

- - -

How I wish I can be as strong as this lady
who can turn down one wish from her lover

I am just a girl who ever wanted to love somebody and feel loved and not to be taken for granted.

not to be treated as an option or not even an option but as a "for the meantime".

I wish I can be this lady who can walk away from every heartache with grace and smile on her face.

I wish I can be this lady who has a strong heart to carry all pain yet acting like she doesn't feel anything.

I wish I am,
the lady he wanted to be with his life not just for one day, two or three more days,

But I am just the
girl who has a schedule,
girl from the other side.


But one day, this girl woke up numb,
this girl decided not to look back to the guy she loves
this girl carry a heart of stone,
acting like an egg who is strong enough outside but deep inside she's fragile.

Believing that this too shall pass.