got up. drunk. head pounding. knew i'd had too much last night. fridge is full. what did i sell. what do i have to do to get it back. i need more. more. fills me. the calm. i have it under control. but I need more.
razor. gone.
choice: razor or drink. choice: razor or drugs. choice: razor or rent. choice: razor or girlfriend. choice: razor or smokes.
not really a choice.
...Its a part from one of my books, but I thought it might fit as a poem as well.