Pulses though my veins Coating my every breath The memories of yesterday Creeping in like thoughts of death The smell of burnt aluminum Fills the air The flick of a lighter Faintly I hear I'm hungry But I'm not sure you care I'll just sit in my corner avoiding my fear Every word I think I can say Is never enough to cut through the smoke Thinking I can run away But it is never enough to cope Even tomorrows do not promise love I don't know who you really are I hold my hands to the lord above But even he can't save my heart