It is has been a bit since I have smiled
It has been a while since I gave a ****.
Been putting off everything saying it can wait.
But the longer I wait the more full my plate becomes.
Overdue papers and failing grades
But I can't come up with a single reason to care.

My job is stupid and always stressful. Working long hours everyday and I can't find a reason to work anymore.
Hating my job and hating me.

Cuts on my legs like a tictactoe board and it doesn't worry me.
Nothing does anymore.

It has been a while since I have smiled.
It has been a while since I have enjoyed my existence.