Several times, I spoke to you and said that your arms are my home. The eviction notice came shortly after, coffee stained and stapled to my forehead. My house still stands and I have a warm bed to sleep in, so isn't it lovely how I can build a new home in my head? I tried this summer to find the meaning of what that should be and happened across your outstretched arms only seeing in hindsight that I had pried them open. You were meant to be a kind word, never soft skin. Sitting at the bottom of a snowy hill, yelling to the top I realized home is where I've been heading.