Equally Worthy As Mine

No explanation why,
the following unpleasant memory
     shocked this systemofadown human vie
bur rent lee, suddenly, and oppressively
     as if...a heavy object
     fell from the sky
knocking render yours truly
     into a crash test dummy

     tail spinning vertigo,
     where the soul of this guy
at this moment, when
     the following misdeed
     occurred well nigh
many werewolf full
     moons ago, hence a sigh
leant echo with matthew scott
     till he doth die!

Nonetheless, to my
     dying day I cannot
     forget, nor allow
un paw din nub bull sub woofing,
     recollection, yet try as I might ow
(the psychological pain
     still rubbed red
     dully bone raw),

     where ring around
     the collar of
     this  paw - pow
whir fully, doggedly,
     grudgingly, now
fines me to em bark
     with a shrill bow wow
impossibly (even

     incrementally) forgive
     thy then girlfriend, now
spouse of approximately
     deux dozen plus
     years Oh my
     DOG - "holy cow"
forsaking the beautiful
     faithful, and loyal "purportedly
    
     man's beast friend,"
     and ideal chow
mate, upon venting still
     smoldering grief
     when said wife
egregiously, heartlessly, and
     indiscriminately, (though not
     deliberately) evoked strife

(cross) be still finds me gnashing,
     where emotional grief rife
this closing November 19th, 2018
     analogous to a serrated knife
tearing, stabbing, ripping,
     and gnaw zee ate
     ting lee wreck conning
     this melon collie life

of mine, no more valuable,
     than a unconditionally loving
     creature "put down"
     at the Chester County S.P.C.A.
leaving this aging puppy
     with an indelible frown,
which sad recollection

     unleashes sorrow every noun
and again, which
     unrelenting hounding
agony, asper an non
     healing wound tantamount
     to unsolved killings
haunting ghost town.