there are words i wish i could take back
there are moments i wish they never actually happened
there are words i wish i never heard
there are pictures i wish i never took
there are wishes i wish i never made because i was so young and
afraid of being alone

my life literary *****
my world rapidly shrinks
my esteem slowly fades
my veins creepily block the blood to my brain

she could not stay for me
she said she loved me
she said she cares
she said she would never lie to me
but she also once said she loves herself a lot more

she was all i ever wanted
she was all i could hold on to
she was ,who she was thats why she left me for herself