I’m sorry
For the fact
I tore your heart into
Little pieces
But I already had gotten
My heart ripped apart
And chucked on the
Empty space below
2 years ago
When you kissed someone else
And I was already
Deeply in love
With you

I was scared that
My lungs weren’t going to be
Able to breathe
Once I began to
Fall
Hard
For you,
And
all I was scared about was
My heart not being able to
Get put together again
Because I still loved you
Even though you cheated on me
Too many times that
I realised I was still breathing,
And you only fell in love
After we got “over it”
And it was love, it was love.

I know it was love,
I could feel it in my tears
My veins,
When you smiled at me and
Looked at me like
No one else would.
That was love but I wanted was  
To
be able
to breathe even
Though I knew I was in love  
When I couldn’t tell if you
Were even at all
Because it was like
Something already teared
Apart
Both of our hearts at the same
Time that you kissed another girl,
And I was on the other side
Figuring out what love actually was
After that.

Im sorry I broke your heart
But it felt like I was more in love
With you
Then you were with me,
And I was just
Figuring a way of breathing
Whilst you were with me
And I never really
Wanted to break your heart,
I just got mine broken first.