it's already tomorrow,
but i haven't slept yet.
i wanted to sleep hours ago but now that i'm free to
...i cannot

See, i have all these thoughts in my head about the world
and the earth
and everything beyond or inside that.

I want to know everyone in the world
i also want to know myself better

I want to learn about space and gods and trees
i want to see the stars up close

I'm starting to cry only because i know
i never will see or learn or meet what/who i crave.

I guess i'll go to bed now
and think this over in the morning.