Seems like all my prayers get answered But it is always in some half baked way Like God was laughing at me saying see: You should have given me more details. The devils in the details I know but I think That I should not have to be so Speciific. You should be able to full out my requests So as not to make a clown out of me and Did I mention some things really hurt, still Do. I have to admit I have learned a lot by Having to learn to make do with this rough Draft for the masterpiece I meant iy to be- Still I wish I could say to you like Job that I spoke as I did because I knew not and You would accept that and say I spoke Truly and that I was really a very good Fellow and that you were going to give Me back all that I have lost and more to Boot. I do believe but please keep your Promise soon because otherwise... I may Not live long enough to appreciate it