you used to be so afraid of the dark
terrified, trembling,scared
so dad gave you that gun
but you were so young
and i took it away from you
because only i could ever protect you
from what lurks and waits in those shadows and darkness
but now you're gone
you left
you walked towards the darkness
you're not scared
you don't want to be scared
but I'm so very afraid
not of the darkness but for you
i miss protecting you to be honest
but now you're gone
no one can protect me
i am not afraid of the darkness
little brother
i am afraid that there will be nothing
in that cold darkness made of shadows
I'm afraid
that you wont be there
that i will walk into the shadows just as you did
but you wont be there to welcome me
and you were already gone
you left without that gun with out me
you left
and that my little brother is what I'm afraid of

~ dean winchester