i waited for a savior
but all i saw was him

i waited for my soul
but he was standing there instead

i waited for the pain to fade
but he was there arms open for me

i waited for time to rewind
but he dragged me forward

i waited for all the blood to ruin me
but he was there again yelling out for me

i waited for the depression to drain me
but he was there to comfort me

i waited for so long for time to rewrite its self to heal me to fix me i wanted something else every time no matter how selfish that might sound how cruel that is to say but back then i didn't see that i didn't need some god to save me all i needed was him and he knew it i just couldn't see that everything i needed was right their in front of me