I never understood what people meant when they say you can make a home out of a person.
I never understood what people meant when they say you can make a home out of a person until the day his smile began to look like the welcome mat to his eyes, and his fingers running through my hair felt like they've never belonged anywhere else.
I've written about love before him.
I've written about hands on my skin and lips whispering the sweetest of words into my ear. I've written about tongues that ran down my neck like honey. I've written poems describing the motions of falling in love; comparing it to storms, and then comparing it to a summer day...
and then comparing it to pain.
I've written poems about April turning to June and winter turning to spring; but I've never had a favorite poem of mine. I've never had a favorite month or a favorite season or a favorite sound or even a place that felt like home.
But now I do.
We wake up to the sun slipping through the shades of his window; it's routine. Time doesn't exist between him and I. I turn to him, forcing my eyes open so they can trace the line of his jaw, the curvature of his lips, the frailness of his eyes slowly awakening to meet mine. At this moment, I've found the one place that's home; and it isn't made of bricks and baseboards. Home is curled hair, deep brown eyes, and a crooked smile. Home is the hand that holds mine. Home is his voice when he tells me he loves me.
I thank July for bringing me love.
I'm thankful for the goosebumps he leaves on the surface of my skin. I thank the sound of his laugh for restoring the life in a part of me I thought was dying. I've never written about love before him. I've written about hands that have touched me just to take parts of me with them when they leave. I've written about the motions of losing myself in someone who destroyed the most innocent pieces of me. Love has never been so hopeful, so consistent, so pure.