Before you I longed to be noticed, never to think how closely. Ripe and married in the eyes of the lord the daunting task to officiate our union felt anything but holy. And just like the crisp of fall ends and the swift frost of winter enters the atmosphere, almost like a magic trick a part of me was purged. Life a new as a wife and soon to be mother. Self stripped of character, creating a fresh flesh slate-stone the record of my rebirth will be set in. Tattered house dresses replacing the prized complimentary gowns. Once being looked upon with passion and effervescence now casted glances of carnal lust and depreciation advanced towards me. Self abnegation and nothing less, a ladies place. Locker room talk and snickers laced with malice, “A ladies place?” Contradiction in that thought. A ladies place is on the front lines, behind closed doors. Tears over teenaged heartbreak wisk away into the air and settle now as young runny noses and dry whining eyes. The name called up on you now only referring to the status provided. A fathers daughter, a mans wife and a sons mother.