i once had a bb gun
it was really cool because it could shoot way far
like,
to the moon probably.
i showed it to my friend thomas.
he thought it was cool too
and then we decided to go look for things to shoot.
we shot at some cans
and some pinecones
and then we drew a bullseye on a piece of wood.
that was fun for a little bit.
then i had to go home.
on my way back i saw some pigeons sitting on a telephone wire
i don't know what i thought.
maybe i was thinking "what's one less pigeon?"
i don't know.
i fired one shot and wings were alive with fright
they clapped like thunder in my ears as the bird tried to fly away
it started to fall from the wire
i think maybe
that this was the longest moment in my life.
the wings which had served that small creature so well were useless
now
i could have sworn it looked at me
i don't know why pigeon.
i'm so sorry.