You cannot heal me
for I am not a broken soul.
My spirit carries heavy burdens
but my colours never dull.
Pointed torches in my face
this light, it hurts my eyes.
I was led alone, I sobbed
thinking no one heard my cries.
I smile in the face of the enemy
and laugh in the face of a friend.
It is not that I am lying
but that I must pretend.