Sometimes I'll fantasize Imagine what would happen If you just spoke up Got in my face Told me how you really felt
The you I see in my head I placed him on a pedestal for quite some time Sweeping it under Away from that place Sometimes the you I imagined He'll reappear from time to time And I'll even see him in flickers Like when you came in So comfortable Opened and handed me a beer With a wet kiss.
I wonder what time will say about us 5 years from now Who you'll be Where I'll be My hair long and healthy Longer than yours.
The new one tells me how he thinks of me He says I'm unlike anyone he's met before He wants to talk, discuss Our *** life I struggle just to talk Just to talk with you Though you claim You always want us to be on the same page I know you do There is just often a quiet barrier You told me the last time we made love That it's broken when we touch That this is something special we shared I remarked as we were falling asleep That every week I try to run off And every week you convince me to stay.
This week I think I won't run off I'll just breathe through it Like I did among the warmth Want and need much less Even though it's brutally cold Even though I don't want to live here Sometimes Even though I feel lots of fear