Is this normal?
Me feeling sad all the time
And even then I'm lucky
Lucky because I'm not in the void
The other side of existence
Feels Like a  hole I can't crave my way out
it not only steals my mind
it makes me think that all that was real was left behind
So I walk in the street
With a dude by my side
and a cigarette in my fingers
Wearing my leather jacket and my classic black boots
Waking up on a sofa with nobody by my side
in front of the tv with no signal
just so the reality reminds me
how lonely I really am
how I am unable to be loved
or at least it feels like it
silence is my best friend and my worst enemy
especially when it comes with darkness
you can't feel when it takes over you
intoxicating you
until you have a heart of glass