i will die and die more like i just did
by @amuba
i see it wide and clear now
clouds up the brain block you
dark down to the vapors and rain in it
floods the head sheds as tears mixed
with bloods from the heart
make it salty and cold
i will walk it though
makes me real, honest and stronger
but damn does the heart withers alone
the soul broken down to the knees
the expectations and dreams crushed
things and things and lot more things
that i thought of to tell
a lone being now again
when i thought i live again
or actually i am living
maybe this was meant
this was written in my name already
no i won't, no more tears
no more
no more
this is it
its already enough
it was deep
inside it touched me
almost made a hole through
or else i wouldn't have made it
be able to tell this now
i keep writing these and feel emptier
i will dream and dream more
i will feel and feel more
i will love and love more
i will die and die more
like i just did.....