#amuba
The songs we used to sing
Till winter from dawn of spring
To the empty skies we flew with our wings
All these memories I put it in this wooden ring.
Jul 29, 2019
Jul 29, 2019 at 6:29 AM UTC
The voices inside talks and in multiple highs it trips
In the midst here I passively shout.
The trashes and my internal gossips
Here they are to put me in doubt,
Questioning my existence and the unknown trips.
But you know what, I will stay align and to this I vow
To being uncomfortable and reaching beyond pain
To appreciate this little spark of life and its beauty again and again.
Feb 27, 2019
Feb 27, 2019 at 9:35 AM UTC
A beautiful being close by
Told me once clear but shy
Things I write are not as dry
Bring feelings to laugh and cry
A beautiful soul painted mine
A picture, I still look inside till nine
Green leaves and bright sunshine
Filled with joy when we wine and dine
A beautiful human, my muse
My inspiration, my blues
The melody sung and flowed
This spark that ever glowed
My hands on the pen to mindless freedom
My muse, the reason
Red cheeks and emotions amused
To this beautiful angel my unpaid dues
I feared then none in times dark and confused
Since you were there close by with me my beautiful muse
Feb 7, 2019
Feb 7, 2019 at 6:24 AM UTC
We write in times, inspired and amused,
Times when we have things to say.
With my inspiration, my companion, my muse
But here I am, alone and astray.
Breathing but suffocating,
Feeling but hurting,
Dreaming but regretting,
Yearning but leaving.
Why do I write this, to whom?
To you, its for you "Anonymous".
Cheers to me and to doom,
As I lay here, slowly losing my purpose.
Feb 3, 2019
Feb 3, 2019 at 3:42 PM UTC
Vague nature of the mind
Evolution of the thoughts
A dying spirit of man
Lack of courage and trust in God
Exchange of attire now and then
Lose of focus and greedy heart
A quick fix to a quick end
The jokers laughing at dealt hands
All in it and all for me
A choice to choose , except not this time
In a phase like this, this I do and I must
Eye on eye, straight mind, busy hands until I forever shine
Jan 23, 2019
Jan 23, 2019 at 12:11 PM UTC
A drop of my soul
An ounce of my life
An inch of my heart
A part to laugh and cry
Our own youth fountain
In the garden with ****** roses
Paid the price of this little dream
Once upon a time faithless and hopeless
An ocean of my soul
A trade of my life
****** roses of my heart
This road to you to offer, I die
I regret none though
To live with a little more sense
Following this venture of freedom
I proudly say I died for my dreams
Jan 21, 2019
Jan 21, 2019 at 9:05 AM UTC
The things we thrive for,
Premium wine and solid gold;
Old and wise rare, deep to the core;
All in our hands, warm or cold!
Jan 10, 2019
Jan 10, 2019 at 6:45 AM UTC
I write this small piece
As I sit here and sing
My mood flies and cries
Unknowing the truths or lies
Blocked my vision with your words
Your expectations and your wants
I guess to save myself from this pit
I need to dig a hole something deep
A hole in you and a hole in me
I will fill it with the same thing so that you can see
The same thing I aspire one day to be
And one day we will rejoice the fruit of being free
Jan 3, 2019
Jan 3, 2019 at 10:27 AM UTC
The dream is big
The tension huge
The stress high
But I have nothing to lose
Me and my goals, deeply fused
In my dream I believe
I will hustle until I see
By my very eyes happening in front of me
I do believe in talent
From the words of successful and wise
which goes
"Talent is Practice in disguise"
In any field in any combat
My dream is big
Nothing else I know
Nothing else but grind and grow
Hey family, hey friends, hey world
To no one I owe
I am done living your dreams
Fulfilling your expectations
Following your rules and regulations
Begging your acceptance and recognition
I am not your slave, no more manipulation
'coz in my dream I believe
I will hustle until I see
By my very eyes happening in front of me
as a side-note:
I have someone who is bigger than all
He is huge, wide and tall
He crush and he growl
He is everything but weak
He is me and he is 'the beast'
Nov 28, 2018
Nov 28, 2018 at 6:18 AM UTC
I will ask and I will keep asking
Are you with me or are you me?
If you are why do you keep me dragging
When all I have to do was just "do"
Me, "my" Body and "my" Mind
The word itself signifies they are just my wings
Not actually "me"
Here to make me greater and become a King
So, I will ask and will keep asking
Are you with me or just here as a mere bystander?
'coz there is no room for that when alone 'm grinding
The path defines "who I am" and not "what I have"
Nov 27, 2018
Nov 27, 2018 at 5:26 AM UTC
Everything seems different
No clue what changed between us
All the things and meanings bent
Me and my whole body in fuss
Something doesn't feel right
When I touch you and your skin
My heart and my feelings goes for a fight
Something is terribly wrong within
What has changed?
This feeling that I can't manage
Uncontrollable that I have become
I still don't know what is to be done
I hope you are not the same
Please don't be in the same page as me
As the book has this horrible game
I hope you are all good and free
This horrible feeling that is in my gut
I will pull you out one-day be prepared
You make me terrible and everything shut
My mind and my heart, defeat never be declared
Nov 21, 2018
Nov 21, 2018 at 6:33 PM UTC
The dances we do just for the one to attract
The songs we sing we think it would affect
One less moment of boredom from you to subtract
If nothing works we morn and our heads we shake
Useless as they seem to us sometimes
Could be hard if you don't see when we whine
Little things that we do, we believe it's not a crime
Are just for you, to get a little bit of you and your time
If stood for us for our silly little dreams just for once
A pat on the back when we are in doubt
Then my sweetheart I promise you this and it's true
We will offer the whole world to you, just for you
Nov 21, 2018
Nov 21, 2018 at 9:20 AM UTC
should I pick myself up
or should I just let it go?
care, wellness and love
with my own tears I wash and glow
this small period of life that I am living
Lord, I want you to let you know
I am tired of this unknown confusions never ending
so please tell me how will I grow?
tell me how will I pick myself up
how will I let it go?
Nov 19, 2018
Nov 19, 2018 at 5:35 AM UTC
Hey you,
I am writing a letter
How do you do?
It's me if you remember
Laces and shoes
Lights and colors
Any option you choose
The other is me hope you can refer
Hey you,
Maybe if you read this one day
Tell me after how do you do
Bad is still fine but please don't go away
Stickers and glue
Shapes and clay
Tell me you see the clue
Like attracts like as everyone say
Hey you,
I am finishing the letter
Would you also ask me how I do
And give me a kiss later?
Taxes and dues
Your heart and my future
I know I have to pay for it too
Now I see clearer
Nov 15, 2018
Nov 15, 2018 at 11:32 AM UTC
What a surprise
You came out of the blue
Was it strange
To watch my face without a clue?
I still feel your warmth
When I hold your hands tight
Do you feel it too
Tell me you also feel right
I saw you smile
You were dancing and like a star shining
Tell me you were looking at me too
Do you agree, you and me what a thing?
Do you also feel what I am feeling?
Hope you do and tell me something
Don't keep me for long waiting
Do you still agree, you and me what a thing?
Nov 14, 2018
Nov 14, 2018 at 6:53 PM UTC
I do not know if you notice
But I do look at you and you too I wish
I do not know if you understand me
Things I say just at you to look at me
Your laugh, I enjoy it so much hearing
Just for that I would even dance and sing
You are so calm and gentle
When you are next to me its hard to handle
My emotions whether to give you a clue
Can't you see all these things I do?
When I look at your green eyes next time
Please don't look away from me my sunshine
A stupid guy like me falls too
Stumbled down this world when I found someone like you.
Nov 14, 2018
Nov 14, 2018 at 5:49 AM UTC
You are here so close to me
Sitting next, but No I can't see
I thought about us a lot
We were in the same boat
Lots of promises and expectations
Now only lessons and self evaluations
But no regrets yet
Such wonderful time we had
Present is not the right time for us
You are far shinier and way brighter
I am rusted and need an understanding
Re-polish myself and fix my wings
And one-day, God, maybe one-day
Could you give me one more chance to look at you and say
Within you there is something very very true
God, the most beautiful person I know is you.
Nov 9, 2018
Nov 9, 2018 at 5:56 AM UTC
shattered my will
scratched and torn
this lack of acceptance
and the clash of the boundaries unknown
from whom am i looking this validation
you? this world?
turmoils of unknowns and unsatisfied feelings
crashing expectations and crushing wills
expectations of me and myself and the world
please don't ask me for more
empty and confused here i am
killing me and my will
Nov 8, 2018
Nov 8, 2018 at 5:28 AM UTC
i see it wide and clear now
clouds up the brain block you
dark down to the vapors and rain in it
floods the head sheds as tears mixed
with bloods from the heart
make it salty and cold
i will walk it though
makes me real, honest and stronger
but **** does the heart withers alone
the soul broken down to the knees
the expectations and dreams crushed
things and things and lot more things
that i thought of to tell
a lone being now again
when i thought i live again
or actually i am living
maybe this was meant
this was written in my name already
no i won't, no more tears
no more
no more
this is it
its already enough
it was deep
inside it touched me
almost made a hole through
or else i wouldn't have made it
be able to tell this now
i keep writing these and feel emptier
i will dream and dream more
i will feel and feel more
i will love and love more
i will die and die more
like i just did.....
Nov 7, 2018
Nov 7, 2018 at 9:31 AM UTC
No I will not write about this
This feeling I have in me
I will not express
Let it consume me and drown me
Nov 7, 2018
Nov 7, 2018 at 8:56 AM UTC
Hits us hard
Tears us apart
Plays with our heart
And shows us heaven afterward.
Nov 6, 2018
Nov 6, 2018 at 6:01 AM UTC
Danced a bit
Went to gym and get fit
Did something for myself and create magic with my little wit
Smile brighter and mouths bigger full of candies which can't fit
I do it only for me not just to survive
Life is amazing than to just breath my friend
Let's move our *** and get up facing the sunshine on our face
Love a bit more, laugh a bit more, connect a bit more
Because that's how I feel the life and kiss myself a bit more
I do it only for me not just to survive
My friend I do it because I feel ALIVE.
Nov 4, 2018
Nov 4, 2018 at 4:32 PM UTC
Why do we do the things we do?
I sit here putting down words like I am suppose to
Born this way or that no clue
Only thing is I just like what I do!
Nov 4, 2018
Nov 4, 2018 at 10:16 AM UTC
I thought I was lost
Between these fangs of turmoils of life events
I thought I was nobody
Having fallen so much I didn't even realize
I thought I had nobody
Scared to trust and willing to runaway.
Not really!
Mind plays such games with us sometimes
Reminds us to pick ourselves up
I HAVE to be lost time to time to get back to my path
I AM somebody to my mom, my father, my brother, my family
I have MYSELF all along
I don't know why I doubt myself so much
All I need is my trust in my own and never fear anymore.
Nov 2, 2018
Nov 2, 2018 at 5:27 AM UTC