I am a minister
with a wicked faith.
at night,
so wide awake.
sober and high,
accepting blows
I might can't take.
release me from this shadow
for life's sake.
for the first time
I've tried
to lit this fire.
I am bewildered
how to brace this uncertain desire.
for I am a loser
life and death in a wire,
as I cross on the other side.
no more traces nor guides.
I am unclean
as they guide my lost soul.
I scamper for your presence
as this dark vapor took its toll.
stayed in this pavement,
without anything at hand,
drowned with your writings,
I'm flying but I don't know where to land