And so I end Christmas in
Tears just hoping you feel
At least a little bit sorry for
The way you are. But then,
That's the problem; hope.
It's silly to have hope that
You act any different from
Usual. But still I hope for
Many things. Like that you
Read all the things I write,
For you are the fuel. I hope
That doesn't make you feel
Special though, it just means
You know how to break things.