So can we now? Can we cuddle up on the couch? And just watch hours of BBC on Nexflix? (Because we do that all the time anyway) Can we lay in bed, yours or mine, for a whole day? And talk about anything that comes to mind? Can we hold hands? And go ice skating in the park downtown? I know I don't usually like that romantic stuff, But I feel like it would be amazing. Can I show you how happy you make me? The fact that you can make me smile over things I used to cry about? I can. Well, I can now. Too bad I am afraid to show you all this just yet. One day I will. And I think I will tell you that I love you on that day. That day is so far away, But, I'm okay with that.