Today's cold is the kind of
Cold
That settles into your bones.
It's not so cold that it hurts,
But it sits in you
Like sadness
And the grey of the sky.
Jan 13, 2020
Jan 13, 2020 at 9:20 AM UTC
They say you have found
L O V E
When you find someone to
C O M P L E T E
you
When that someone
F I L L S
in the
C R A C K S
left by those before them
This person is your
O T H E R
half, as if you aren't
W H O L E
But what happens when two whole people fall in love?
Jan 7, 2020
Jan 7, 2020 at 10:44 PM UTC
I have this
Feeling
It isn't
Bad
It isn't
Good
It just is
This place doesn't feel like home
This is not my space
My space has become
Within you
I have taken up
Residency
In your heart
And I don't plan on leaving
Jan 7, 2020
Jan 7, 2020 at 10:40 PM UTC
There are things you don't think to do for yourself
Like pick up your towels
Or close the bottle of pain killers
Like take time away
Or reset after a lot of stress
But I want to be the one to do those things for you
But I almost feel like I don't know how.
Jan 7, 2020
Jan 7, 2020 at 10:39 PM UTC
I have been told
I have a devious
Smirk
That it gives away
My ill intentions
My smirk is nothing more
Than the
Thoughts
I have
When you have no idea what I'm thinking
Jan 7, 2020
Jan 7, 2020 at 10:38 PM UTC
Tonight you spoke of our future.
How it would be you with dice and me reading.
Two fat Tabby cats and some chickens.
And my heart was so full....
You joked about us being old spinsters
But honestly,
I couldn't think of anything I have ever wanted more.
I almost burst
Jan 7, 2020
Jan 7, 2020 at 10:36 PM UTC
Sitting eyes closed, and you put makeup on the marks you left on my skin. Slightly funny how we have to cover up our affections.
Jan 7, 2020
Jan 7, 2020 at 10:34 PM UTC
Tonight you left for work
And said
"I love you dear"
And in that moment,
I knew,
This was all I ever wanted
Jan 7, 2020
Jan 7, 2020 at 10:33 PM UTC
I tried to lie and say I didn't want you
How you'd never be interested in someone like me
That girls like me never get girls like you
Oh love I tried so hard to lie
To me
To you
To anyone who asked....
But my lies failed me
And they failed hard
Because you are the key to the cage
The whisper on the breeze
The whiskey on my lips
Everyone sees
And everyone knows
That I tried to lie my way out of loving you
And you tore my lie apart.
Jan 7, 2020
Jan 7, 2020 at 10:32 PM UTC
Should I tell you how
the only place that feels like home
is when I'm with you?
Or how this bed no longer lets me sleep unless you're in it?
How I feel out of place in this home,
like I don't belong here without you
Jan 7, 2020
Jan 7, 2020 at 10:31 PM UTC