I miss the way he talked to me
How he made me feel like the happiest person on earth

How just a few words from him
No
Rather just a simple hi
Would make my day

How I light up every time i hear a notification from him

How I blush every time i hear his name

How my eyes light up every time I mention his name

When i told my friends stories about all the stupid things he did
How he did pull ups in a suit just cuz I asked him to
Or how he got snaked really badly by a group of people that we are now friends with

And now I just hate all of that

I hate how I still light up every time i hear a notification from him

How I still blush every time i hear his name

How my eyes light up every time i mention his name

And I still do tell stories about the stupid things he did
I still do

But perhaps this time around
He's doing pull-ups in a suit because another girl asked him to do so
And he's now friends with another group of friends and they don't want me in their circle

But I still smile when i think about him
Though I doubt that he’s doing the same