No one gets me, No one sees my pain, No one sees me cry, I show no emotion other than rage and confidence, No one knows how weak I feel, No one knows how scared I am. No one knows how small I feel, No one knows how hard I try to keep myself bright and cheery, No one knows how I see the world around me. No one sees me cry my tears, No one knows that I cry in the night where my face is hidden in the dark, No one knows that I am trying to pull myself out of an empty black abyss. No one knows that there is no bliss for me, No one knows how lonely I feel, No one knows how guilty I feel with my friends how dumb I feel, No one knows how fake I am the smiles I give are fake the laugh I give is fake, No one know what I am truly thinking, sometimes I don’t even know what I am thinking. Though no one knows that death is the only thing that is being honest, You think I’m lying put death a chance. people when they think they are about to die weather by their own hands or someone else by an accident. they say that their lives are flashing by their eyes that not true that’s the reasons for staying alive the only true reasons that you fight everyday against death the only reason that you get up in the morning the reason you face your worst nightmare. So thinking about dying maybe the near death experience might help you realize the good things in life or maybe it will make you realize you don’t have a reason for living but what do I know I’m not in your brain the only person in control is yourself so if you do decide to go over that is not on me don’t blame me for your mistake.