Energy of a bullet,but lightness of a depressed elephant,

Energy of a bullet,but lightness of a depressed elephant
Which keeps on devouring my heart every second every minute every hour and my heart stops for a minute then tears flow like the Nile river
I try stopping the tears but stopping keeps on stopping me from moving on
The thought of his smile inspires death the same way a rabbit inspires a dog
I try not to think but my thinking capacity keeps on retaliating
The luminous kiss which provokes and evolves my hormones






Thunder strikes moments captured but easily deleted
Her eyes shining like diamonds glowing under the sun
Promises being made
Every minute we in  bed but broken in a split of a second after the luminous kisses
Her body is like my favourite morning coffee which I wish she hadn't poured so much milk
Because now it's too creamy to resemble my dark brown eyes
And every time I wrote,every time I opened my eyes
I was cutting out parts of myself simply to hand them over to her
When she told me she loves me,her mouth would curl up at the edges



I didn't fall in love with you
I walked into love with you,with my eyes wide open
Choosing to take every step along the way
I do believe in fate and destiny,but I also believe we are only fated to do things that we'd choose
And i'd choose you
In a hundred lifetimes
In a hundred worlds
In any version of reality
I'd find you and choose you
Only to become my reincarnation.