They’re trying to shove tinsel under my skin cause they said I don’t shine. They clasped open my eyes with peppermint-flavored coffee and strung my hair with cranberries. They forced glitter down my throat, because they thought my insides were ugly. Then they wrapped ‘em in a box and tied it with a red bow. I’m sorry you don’t approve of a heart filled with humus and flowers. I’m not asking you to pack up your Christmas spirit, I’m asking you to listen. Christmas doesn’t mean anything to me. Winter means something to me. The perfect destruction of a windstorm and a cold that pierces your skin. Put praises of frozen earth on my lips. I want to create my chapel in the rain and worship the stillness of December.