The pains I feel and endure
Only my pillow can tell.

The amount of tears have shed,
Only my pillow can say.

I have my pains and worries,
But who else can understand better than I do.

The clock never stop ticking,
That's to say I'm running out of time.

Day won't stop changing to night,
That's to tell me my days are numbered.

Night won't stop changing to day,
That's a reminder that dark times will pass.

In the pains I endure lies my weakness and strength,
If only I can tell it all.

Eyes shed tears
Mind wavers
Body and soul get weak.
I try to be strong but sometimes my body fail me.
Emotions get all over me,
Clouded with fears.

If and only if brooding heals pain.
If and only if brooding wipes tears.
If and only if brooding give peace.
If and only if everything can just be better.
If and only if we can run away from our sorrows.
If and only if bad times never come.
If and only if sorrows and happiness can be shared.
If and only if...........