I try to stay positive, but all the negative ****
Is surrounding me, and I can't handle it
It's really pathetic and I immediately regret it
There I said it and I meant it
This rap thing turns me into a menace
I hate it but still, I try to defend it
I try to paint a picture and a message
For you, so you can understand the hell I'm in
The more pain that I'm telling
It feels like nobody's listening
That's why I'm stuck in the kitchen
Sinking in all the drinks that I drink
And I start to think that my drinking
Is a problem for me, can someone solve it for me
I'm probably gonna die from it
Why wouldn't I, I know I'm an alcoholic
I empty my wallet on it, got so many flaws
Do not like this at all, who the **** can I call
'Cause I'm depressed