My body weak from the emotional toll Of the last ten days I sit, awake, but barely Nine hours of sleep was not enough To recharge my soul I sip coffee and search for words I rub my eyes and yawn I have worked out and prepared for the day And still feel dead to the world The dog jets around the house Looking for a partner to play I drift into thoughts of nothing Asleep with my eyes open I will wake up the family soon There will be no going back from there For now, the illusion of rest