The days are getting longer as I’m dragging my lifeless corpse around. What’s left in this chaos? Will there ever be a change in the sound? I guess it’s not as bad as I think, but this petty tragedy is getting old. **** what I would give to get back all of my soul. The pit keeps getting deeper with illusions of getting out. I’ve had it with this **** but I’m starting to have less doubt. So where do I go to try to find some relief? I’m filling up with hate and not to mention grief. What’s the point in moving forward when I’m always being pushed back? They’re ******* everything out of me, how do I gain what I lack? Will I ever get it back? So as I try to muster up any will to live I have left. I’ll try to appreciate more the heart beating in my chest.