your life seems as small as your hands you can't take your eyes off of them as we melt, we wondered who the hell we were before we were the way we are like alice grows and shrinks inside a looking glass an atom splinters inside a single cell and a poison apple meets tongue dripping with blood that blooms on the doorstep this morning adam asked you if it was his or the shadows in the forest because he couldn't admit it was yours four score and five lifetimes later he hunts to capture and you move lightly on your belly through the underbrush, breathing gently steady in the darkness, treading lightly he knocks on the threshold and begs to be invited in but he could not enter, not ever as he stands in sin, a scar on skin, a rib in hand