My day’s coming soon Will I fall to my knees in self defeat? will I hold my head up high whether or not I succeed Will I see it coming or will the darkness creep up behind me Can I avoid being too late I must get ready to be put away My own conscience lying in wait This is the bed that I have made I don’t listen to myself anymore Its my mistakes that have made it this way In my head is too much to take An infinite amount of worry each day Stress anxiety paranoia this is my mental state Thankful I still remember to pray Pray unceasingly a privilege so great In Jesus name these bad habits I break Tempted enough to expect it will never go away I can start over if I suffer through the pain