Dearest you..

Sometimes I still cry for you.. just like today, out of the blue.
Should I be happy that you gave me something to look back to.. or be sad that there's nothing to look forward to..

My body still yearns for u..
In ways I dont understand..

I yearn for how when u touch me feels like it's burning my skin, but the more it hurts, the more that I wanted it.
For when every kiss felt different than what we just had.
Each hugs feels warm and cold at the same time.

I miss you, and it's killing me.