i
am
nothing

criticism
is a compliment
white is black
light is dark
and i seem
happy on the outside

but
even though
there are some things
to my life that are
okay

why
must
It
be
this
way

i
am
nothing

to have a true friend
who would stay with me
would be a heaven

but nothing stays forever

even though
i wish i felt differently
about this cruel world

to fly would
be like floating
the opposite
of my life right now
because
the truth is

i’m falling

falling
into
the open abyss
below
falling
into
the black hole of depression

is my dog even a dog?
because she doesn’t seem to care
about how I feel
she only wants food and love
she doesn’t know
that this little girl just wants some love too

why
must
it
be
this
way